[briggsy's girl]

Chez - i'm with BW - don't make any decisions until you've spoken to your Canberra FS. Hopefully they can give you some more answers. i've been thinking of you today, and i'm glad you've taken a mental health day to get your thoughts in order

i, too, have taken a mental health day - well, i swapped days off, but same thing in my head. i don't have to work again til Thursday, so i'm happier. DH has been able to come home today until tomorrow morning, which is awesome. we went to town to get a new vacuum cleaner, came out with vac, shampooer - and a 12 inch portable DVD player for him! poor fella lives in a truck almost full time so doesn't get too many creature comforts - i can't deny him a DVD player with a screen he can actually see! we also went to buy a roast for dinner - and walked out with a trolley of non-essential shopping, but he stocked up on a lot of stuff that he takes away with him, so he's a happier little vegemite. will be going with him tomorrow for at least a couple of hours - depending on whether he has to load back local tomorrow, i might go down to Melbourne with him too - if not, i'll be going shopping with my aunt and mum - not my fave past time, but i need to pay some money on some lay by's, and if someone else can foot the fuel bill, i'm not going to complain!

still getting some cramping and normal AF type bleeding now - thankfully, the worst of the cramping and clotting has passed. have no idea what our next step is, and to be honest, it's kind of ok with me to not know for now. i need to recover and focus on the here and now - tomorrow is another day...