Well - here it is. Heading on to midnight and Oscar is awake, in the lounge with me, grumbling because he is tired. But will he sleep ...... NOOOOOOOOOOO

So I have just got home from work and I would love to go to bed but we will be up until he gets tired again and then hop he sleeps.
Willow - the feeding doesn't seem to be a problem. He is happy enough and still has FF when I am at work and at night before bed most nights. He BF at least 4 times per day and more if he can get it
Lynn - I am in complete denial with this pregnancy. I live in hope that all is well but I have no idea. No blood monitoring, no scan since 6 weeks (and we are 9 weeks tomorrow) and I go to see the OB tomorrow afternoon. With this lack of sleep I don't have the energy to focus on worrying. I can't change anything so I pray everything goes ok.
Thank you Spring

I am lucky that DH is off at least one day this weekend and on Monday too so I will get some rest. He has also offered to do the night but Oscar settles quicker with me and I can nap - DH can't. Evening shift is easier for me because even though I get up early, I do get a nap when he sleeps (occasionally) so it helps me survive the day. Plus I am nocturnal so it helps. Try to leave the work at work - you get trapped into it soooooo quick and try to do the FT equivalent on PT hours to feel like you are pulling your weight.
Sydney / Newcastle girls (and anyone who would like to travel

) I was planning on having a little soiree at my place in early June to celebrate the survival of the first year (although I have to get there yet

) so I will check the roster and see what we can arrange!!
BBL - gotta get this little person to sleep!!!!!