Just checking in.. its been a little quiet in here for a couple of days...
Chez, hun - I hope you're making through each day a little easier than the one previously - There are just no words that help at all, but I CAN say from experience that no matter what is going through your mind right now, chances are it will change.
If you think there is no way you can find the courage to do this again... let yourself feel that way for as long as you need, but I can say that if you're hoping for that courage and strength to pull from to try again... it will find its way back to you I promise xxx
BG - That goes for you too, lovely
There are just so many options out there to try - but only look at them when your mind - and more importantly your heart - is ready to look at them.
As you heal a little more each day, the courage and strength will shine just that little bit brighter until it presents itself to be a beaming ray of sunshine again
In the meantime, I am sending lots of hugs to both of you to help it feel that little bit easier
Sonya - Hoping the 2ww isn't taking its toll too much right now - Hoping its going incredibly fast and blissful for you (if at all thats possible
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BW - Thinking of you
xxx
Lou - Will send you a text tomorrow to see how things are with you - you know I'm thinking of you always and always here if you need me xxx
A big hello to everyone else!
As for me - Saw my chinese herbalist today for some more herbs... the last 3 cycles I think my body thinks its doing its own IVF cycle
... CD 9-16 have become unbearable in terms of pain and swelling (It feels like I'm doing a REALLY high dose stim cycle).. and the past few days its been impossible to put any pants on that require a button, just hurting my tummy way too much.
The amount of EWCM is crazy... I know its good to know my body is doing what it should be at the right time in my cycle, but OMG!!!
Hopefully the herbs will settle my tummy down a little - I look like I'm pg, because its only my tummy swelling and not the rest of me!
Fingers crossed they start to work over the weekend!!!
xxx