hi numa,
I feel exactly the same as you!! I have only just found out I am pregnant with number 2 and it has taken 3 years and 15 months of IVF. This is completely different to how I felt when we concieved our first natually and with no problems.
Every day I feel both happy and scared. I want to start dreaming about our new baby and my son being a big brother, but on the other hand I feel like I need to prepare myself for a loss. It is terrifying and I hear you.
I am here if you want to talk more about it..
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Motherhood and marathon running - my inspiration is my child's smile, my reward is the journey of life with him.
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