Chez xxx
Sweetheart, take the time to enjoy the next 12 months + planning & enjoying your wedding and honeymoon.
DH & I have had 2 yrs (almost!) off AC altogether - some of the time was by choice (we wanted to take the time for a wedding & honeymoon as well... and spend some $$ on other things besides IVF and doctors.)
We had the $$ put aside to go overseas, live with a few extra nice things, and pay for a wedding (which although was small enough still seemed to cost enough as well!
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I find now that I'm fine with babies & pregnant bellies (I still have my moments, but I'm wondering if that is something us LTAC'ers will always have... even after we have finished having our children???)
Its a bizarre thing to comprehend, but I think its something that will never leave me... if that makes sense.
Anyway, I've scooted a little off track, but my point was that with the big break and lovely things I had happening in my life.. the pain has become something that is only 'just' there now.
I've built up the personal strength to go again - with a much, much needed breath of new air & hope instilled inside of me.
Maybe you guys will go again with the IVF... (or AC).. maybe not - but from experience, the break & time to focus on something POSITIVE happening in your life (like your wedding) will do you the world of good.. it did for me
