Hi girls - Tuesday 10am at Blacktown is good for me too. See you then
Mako - my last meltdown was on Tuesday, just before the boy got sick (which explained it) but there are many days when I fell like I just can't do this mummy gig.
Today is one - not because of the boy but because I am sick ...... AGAIN
Another virus. More coughing. The boy is sick too with a nasty cough and fevers but he is happy enough. Feeling the need for some space (DH has taken the boy to the park) but getting misunderstood. When I say I never get any me time I am reminded of what he does do - which is lots!!! I know he does and I am eternally happy for what he does. I am blessed with a gem of a hubby. But that is not the point. It is not what he is doing it is what I am feeling and I am feeling like I need to be able to do some stuff for me without feeling guilty.
This morning I got to sleep in. Lovely yes but last night I was the one responding to my unsettled one who was miserable when the nurofen wore off at about 1am. I am always the one. He says - just wake me (DS is in the bed with us
) but what is the point. The boy only really wants mummy so there it goes again. I think I am just over touched from the little person and not held enough by the big one. Add pregnancy hormones and we are all over the shop.
Anyway, enough of my whinging. A good cry and I will feel better. Or I may go and hide in another room for a while with the music and candles. Don't get me wrong - I am very lucky to have my DH and he does do so very much. I just need some me time and some time where I don't feel like such cr@p. I am sick of being sick. 7 weeks later
BBL - hopefully in a better mood.
Deb - give Immy a big squishy hug from me (minus my germs) and a bigger one for yourself. I feel your pain. Hope you get more sleep tonight - even thought that is probably unlikely
