Not sure where to post this, but I'm not sure what's happening. At 4 weeks (after ICSI) I had a positive blood test 220 something I think, but then 2 days later my levels hadn't doubled only 380 something . Yesterday at my 6 week scan (to check it wasn't ectopic again) FS could barely see anything, the sac was only 8mm and we couldn't clearly see anything inside. I'm having a repeat u/s next week, but am so nervous I really don't want to go. He said I could miscarry in the meantime or it could be fine he just couldn't guess at all.
Has anyone else had a small gestational sac at 6 weeks? I have had other u/s at 6 weeks and they were about 6cm in length so this really worries me. Also, I don't feel terribly pregnant and would normally be vomiting by now
Please don't think I'm being horrible or greedy for wanting more chn when I already have 2 beautiful daughters I'm so thankful for them and my heart really does break for those who are ttc #1 its horrible! But after 10 fertility cycles and 3 miscarriages, I think I've had enough, and I'm ready to hop off of this horrible ride and accept the family I do have. But now I can't and am stuck in limbo again.